One reason I began blogging was in hope of creating a circle of women who weaved a web of support for each other. A non-judgmental tribe who saw each other with love and hope and offered a safe place to grow into ourselves as mothers, as women. A celebration of our triumphs and growing pains. This place has helped me feel supported in a way that I have longed for.
Recently, I have felt very uninspired and somewhat bogged down with the daily grind. Doing what I always do when I feel stagnant I went seeking. By chance I stumbled upon Ms. Lauren Luquin's site and felt so compelled to join her Intuitive Heart Sanctuary. But, I don't do stuff like that. It is way too intimidating for me, having to share myself with others in such an intimate setting. Yep, scares the crap out of me. After meditating on it for a few days, I knew I had to do it, no matter how scared I was.
So I start on Monday. I have no idea what I am doing. I have never taken an e course and it has been a long time since I took any kind of class. I am nervous, afraid of judgement (more from myself than anyone), but I know it is something I must do. It will take me somewhere I need to go.