Showing posts with label anxiety. Show all posts
Showing posts with label anxiety. Show all posts

Friday, May 11, 2012

For Real

Almost out of the jungle. My husband has been out of town since early Sunday morning and, though I have had tons of family help and support, I still feel as though I am coming undone. I have tremendous respect for single parents and those who do the traveling or military spouse on a regular basis. This has been a very trying time and may have been the thing that nudged me closer to outside intervention for my anxieties. We shall see...

Unraveling
no me time
no sleep
yelling
kicking the shit out of a cabinet
hurting my foot (karma)
my very first experience with the terrible two's 
not being able to comment on some of my favorite blogs
dragging kids out to store only to forget the thing we went for
no milk


Stitched
watching the Owl's pre-school program
meals cooked by family
love, love, love
my boys steppin up 
my papa getting stronger
music
forgiveness
surviving

D will be back this afternoon. I plan to hug his neck and then jump in the car and flee. NO I am only kidding (kinda) Hope you guys have a wonderful Mother's Day Weekend. I am taking the two days off. I think I kinda earned it :) 
Joining Monica for Keeping it Real 


Monday, March 5, 2012

Settle down...




Hey precious girl.
Why are your eyes aching, your voice shaking,
Is your spirit breaking?
Is your strength taking leave
From you?

Settle down little one.
Settle down and see
See the tools you have
You have the tools to be.
Be free and soar